November 24th.

Be updating soon.

Right now, I'm experiencing a writer's block, like what most of you call it.

Stay tuned for more awesome stuffs! ;)

September 26th.

Apart from studying for finals, I keep myself motivated by doing THIS :)

One more to go. And home is only 3 days away!

On another note, I had a 2am stroll around Westlake with Victoria yesterday night. Just what I needed at this time. And Kampar night view never fails to amaze me. A few twinkling 'lil stars, and I'm reminded once again that I have an awesome God!

September 23rd.

Dear Adie,

Okay, I know this may seem crazy writing a letter to you, but someone needs to knock some senses to your head, and that person can only be me. For now.

I know things has been pretty tough lately. You were homesick. And Genetics paper last Saturday doesn't make the situation better. You were scared, afraid if your past failures would repeat itself again this time around. But know what, my dear? You're strong. Failures are there to help you grow. It isn't always bad. Get up from where you fell last time. Baby steps, remember?

He has been there for you all the time, in case you did not realise, 'coz this God that you worship has promised to never leave nor forsake you. Even the birds of the air and the grass of the field He has taken care of. What more you?

Be still, and know that He is God.

Love,

Adie

September 21st.

Hey people!

It's been a while. I know, I know, my blog is already screaming for updates. Bear with me for a 'lil while more.

Anyway, something to ponder on today.

Pray like a child.

There's no need for big, jargon words.

Just the faith of a little child.

August 22nd.

And behind her smiles
she hides her pain
Hurts which are buried
Long enough that only He knows
She has had enough
Enough is enough.

Just so you know
You are not worth her love and attention
Period.

July 26th.
A Tribute to Yasmin Ahmad.

Here are some of the video commercials that has captured my heart, and of many. I'm sure it did to you as well.






Rest in Peace, Yasmin Ahmad. You'll be dearly missed.

Footprints in the Sands

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from

anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

“You promised me Lord,

that if I followed you,

you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”

The Lord replied,

“The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you.”

-Mary Stevenson-

July 5th.

I just got home after attending the Asian Cultural Night, themed Symphony of Colours. It was pretty awesome. Performances were great, enough to entertain the crowd. Alicia's ballet dance was again mesmerizing, and I was laughing my heart out for the Kadmat Bomman's drama sketch. Dom's hip-hop dance was also entertaining. So proud of my 'sai ti'.

Most were dressed up for the occasion- traditional costume. I wored kurti, and was feeling rather under-dressed actually. Anyways, two thumbs up for the event =)
Sadly, not much pictures taken due to my poor quality of camera phone. Here's a few for the album.

Notice my potte? =)

July 4th.

I had goosebumps after doing this test. Try this out.

Read the question below and come out with an answer.

A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister.

Question: What is her motive for killing her sister?

Answer (click your cursor and drag to highlight answer): She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test conducted by a famous American Psychologist to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly.

Err. So what's your answer?

July 2nd.

Dear Eugene Wok Li Wei,

Happy 15th Birthday!

And eventhough you get on my nerves most of time, che che still loves you =)

Love.

June 29th.

The BRATs Ipoh are out in the news! Check out the Ole BRATs pullout in yesterday's Star paper(June 28th).

Spot me?? =P

It's such a pity I did not manage to buy yesterday's newspaper.

Anyone has it??

There's no other place like home.

And I'm only a few hours away from returning back to that place again!

Feel the excitement?

I'm feeling it now!

June 17th.

Okay. Here's something I've learned from the BRATs workshop that I would like to share with you. And I thought it was just awesome and cool. I bet you would feel the same too. Check out the video and you'll know what I mean =P

I've got this Bible verse sticked on my study table.

"Don't be afraid for I am with you.
Don't be discouraged, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you.
I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."

- Isaiah 41:10 -

Comforting as it may sound, I can now rest and be reminded that I have a Daddy God whom I can depend on.

June 14th.

Hey all!!

I'm back! And for those who have been faithfully following my blog, my heartfelt Thank Youuu! to you (you know who you are). =D

I've got so much to tell. But I guess I'll just keep it short and simple.

June has been a crazy month for me. I was pretty much busy with the May orientation for Utar's freshmen along with the other committees - the setting of City Tour booth, plannings and more plannings. Hence I was back early to Kampar.

Okay, remember me telling how quiet Westlake was during the semester break. I was wrong. In fact, it was one of my best weeks yet here. All five of us committees (Su Ying, Sy Huey, Elise and Sher Li and myself) and the ice-breaking committes have bonded pretty well. Some of the stuffs we did include sleepovers, late mamak sessions, karaoke at A-Box, badminton at ACS Kampar, steamboats as well as laksa treats.

City Tour Day was last Sunday, and thank God everything went well. It was a fine, sunny day. Just perfect for a trip like this. I'm sure most of us had fun! (Pics will be up soon on facebook)

June 10th- 13th : BRATs Ipoh 09

My 4 days and 3 nights stay at the Heritage Hotel with 33 other young, crazy bunch of brats was just awesome! The facilitators were great themselves. Among them were The Star Youth Editor, Ivy Soon; Niki Cheong and Mr. Leong; R.AGE journalists, Sharmila Nair and Ian Yee; blogger Jason a.k.a JasonMumbles; and Senior BRATs Stanley, Sandra and Suraya.

We were pushed all out on the first day itself, having to do a press conference with local indie band, Bittersweet. Sweet! =) Our first taste of what journalism is all about - assignments and deadlines to be met.

The second day required us to interview and record the views of Ipoh folks on our given topic - whether a pass in English SPM is necessary. And from here, we made a video out of it. I was all excited as I held the video camcorder and 'The Star' mic in my hands. (Mestilah.. first time ma. And all this makes me feel so pro. Teehee).

The BRATs headed to Kuala Kangsar the third day. It was a pretty nice town, cozy and homely with small little shophouses and kampung houses around. My assignment group a.k.a Papaya did a reporting on the life of people along Sungai Kangsar. It was really fun apart from the blazing hot sun. All in all, we did a great job!

Pictures are up on Facebook. Check it out! I'll let the pics do the talking from here.

P.S. I bet I've gained some kilos. Like they say, BRATs never go hungry. Four days of good food- buffet style.

# I've met some awesome people and gained some wonderful experience. It was all worth it. Missing you BRATs! already.

Have a nice week ahead!

June 5th.

Hey people,
Sorry for the lack of updates. I'll be back soon. Just remember to stay tuned!

Love,
Adie

Just so you know, I'm back in Kampar. 2 weeks earlier before the new semester starts again. Plannings for the May Orientation City Tour next week is almost done. And I'm looking forward to attend the Brats workshop, organized by The Star next month in Ipoh.

Westlake is pretty quiet now. But my days here has been good so far. I'll be sleeping over at Sher Li's for safety sake.

Coming up: My After-Exam Celebration. Stay tuned!

May 6th.

What's not to love...

To know that Mother's Day is around the corner. And the best part is I'll be home celebrating with her!

I'll pamper her. Make her corn pudding ( I don't bake. So pudding would be good.) A self-made card would be sweet. And of course, house chores. Hah.

And Friday the 8th will be the mark for my final paper. What a great way to end theweekwhereallyoudoisstudy!

Absence do make the heart grow fonder.
Sayang my mummy..

May 4th.

I am all-geared up for the next three.

Clinical Biochemistry was just a warm-up.

Bring it on!

Management Principles is now history. Gee!

Good stuffs coming up next week :

4/5/09 - Clinical Biochemistry
5/5/09 - Principles of Nutrition
6/5/09 - Microbiology
8/5/09 - Endocrinology

Oh yes. Really good stuffs.

Study, study, study and pray hard!

April 29. Sunny.

Right now, I am running a race.

Embarking on a journey that requires faith, perseverance and tenacity.

So, grab your pom-poms and cheer with and for me along the way.

See you at the finishing line!

Thoughts

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."

-Barbara De Angelis

April 14. Sunny.

Ever imagined how fast time flies? You laughed and cried, you take time to love, learn of new people and your surroundings, and eventually building yourself up to be a better person.

It's finally nearing to the end of the semester. I'm practically done with everything - exams, lab reports, quizzes, assignments, presentations... =) And as for the 'Accidentally in Love' musical play, it ended with a bang! Everyone had fun as much as I did. I'm glad I was part of the whole crew. It was worth the experience. Memorable indeed.

Next up would be the finals and the May Orientation City Tour, in which I would be coordinating, together with the other committees. I'm sure we'll have a great time! =D

As for now, I can officially say that I've survived through 14 weeks. All by God's grace.

Makeover

It's amazing what technology does these days.

V introduced me this site http://www.taaz.com/ and take a look at what it does. If you're a girl, you'll definitely like this =)

Before :

After :

Cool huh?

Have fun experimenting on yourself, just as much as I did!

March 12. Rainy.

I saw a rainbow on my way back home today, just after a slight drizzle of rain. It was around 7pm.

The rainbow stretches from one end to another, making a nice semi-circular shape over the mountains. The sight of it really was amazing. And it makes me smile just by looking at it.

I love rainbows. I wonder what's at the end of it?

March 3rd. Rainy.

Finally, the ticket back to KL is in my hands =) All I know, I'm counting the days to have a breath of KL air again. Dear Saturday, I'm waiting for you!

However, there is a whole load of paperwork to complete before this coming weekend. For sure, I'm taking a huge risk. What was I thinking? Part of me is longing to go home. I'm homesick, okay..
I was listening to Home by Michael Buble the other day, and trust me, you wouldn't want to hear this song whenever you're missing home.

On another note, I'm still trying to digest the fact that I'm supposed to finish up this whole lot by this Saturday.

Nutrition Individual Assignment 6/3
Management Principles Mid Term Test 7/3
Microbiology Lab Report 5 11/3
Management Principles Group Assignment 13/3
Endocrinology Assignment 13/3

Daddy God, I'm clinging on You.

I had a 40 minutes conversation with my mum today.

And I realised that I miss her real badly. Everyone back home, do know I'm missing ya'll! I'll be home soon.

Just so you know.

Ma and me. That's Shawn-y at the back.

I miss doing our girly stuffs.

I was feeling rather down today due to certain issues.

But, I'm feeling much better now after talking it out to a friend. A listening ear is what I need most at the moment.

And I had what I needed. I'm glad.

For the first time in my life, I'm blogging from an unfamiliar place, far north from where I used to stay, deep into the heart of the Perak state, a quiet and peaceful township of Kampar. It has been a pretty challenging 7 weeks of stay I must say.

I remembered the excitement I had after learning that campus life would be far more interesting here, which slowly evolved to nervousness on the night my parents finally left me all by myself here. I didn't know what to expect of life in this foreign place - the change of my normal daily routine, the new environment and people. It's like starting life again from scratch.

The first two weeks were toughest, with me trying my level best to adapt. I found comfort in the company of my friends, and housemates whom are nice enough to make me feel like home; Uncle Jason who has been like a father to me, friends who took the trouble to ask 'how are you' and my family who has been there all the way for me. Thanks =)

My stay here has been good, apart from the blazing hot and humid weather. I enjoy the feeling of independence; the feeling of meeting new faces; the feeling of having my own room, my own bed(this is for u, pie!); the feeling of attending classes and workshops; the feeling of making myself busy with life; this feeling of having my own freedom. I feel good about it. It really does feel good to feel good. Do not mention homesickness.

I believe at some points in life, we are to be independent, to be reponsible to ourselves and to take charge over our very own life. It's all up to us whether to live life or be the most boring person on Earth.

I've made my choice, and I choose to live.